January 2011
2010
As I look back, wow it’s been a quick year. A quick year that seemed forever to me at one point. I’ve been through a lot, there were the ups and downs of course, but this year I faced many downs. Many friends left, but many friends also entered.I gained so much knowledge from this year, I learned so much about others but most importantly, about me myself. I’m a whole new person...
December 2010
Me
I’m always the bad friend in the end. I feel like I’d just be best having no friends that way I quit hurting people. I’m sorry.
Being bit by a prostitute and being dragged out of a police car, being pricked by a needle and getting tested for aids after the bitch lied saying she don’t got shit anywhere, and fighting with someone two times your size under a car breaking your finger? My dad’s a boss. This is what our car ride convos consist of.
Funny
The end results of who wished me a merry christmas or happy holidays. It shows me who really cares. But I expected the ones who texted me, it was no surprise at all, and that’s why I love you guys from the boottom of my heart(:
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You’ve recently given me a reason to smile. You’ve proved to me that you’re different, and I like it.
ayeveee:
Feel love | Sean Garret ft. JCole.
That feeling when you laugh so much and feel so...
DC.
You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I’m still lost without you. There’s not a time of the day where you don’t cross my mind, it’s sickening if you ask me. I guess that’s how much I love youu. I hate going through this, I hate not being able to tell you every little thing about my life and going on coffee dates. Honestly, you’re such a great...
You
Crave a lot of attention, smfh. I guess your self esteem is too low to be recognized by your own damn self. Always gottah compete with everbody, always gottah be in the damn spot light so you can feel good about yourself. Maybe if you would quit being an attention whore, people wouldn’t be talking about you the way they do. BUt I guess you gottah do you asnd I’ll do me, not gonna worry...
As it comes close to end,
I start to realize how much my parents mean to me. It’s not like I’ve never realized it, but it’s just hitting me how much they’ve done for me. It’s a scary world, it’s scary of the thought that I’m going to be in college soon, I’ll be an adult. It’s weird to even ponder on the fact that one day I’ll no longer be living with them....
Somehow I can’t get out of your mouth. I just love how I’m so deep into your fucking skin. I mean I’ll be in that halls smiling, talking with my friends and STILL heart shit from you. Like I don’t even have to look at you to still get shit. It’s amazing. Hey GROW THE FUCK. It’s been 2 years and you’re still in love with me? Bitch keep going, it’s...
What if there's a greater purpose, i could be...
Never say "I'm tired of life.", instead, be...
Grace-유정-Na: ThE HoNg FaMiLy →
k-bitch:
Yesterday I had a great night eating dinner with the Hong family. every individual is different in that household. loving and kind. We got the Alisa hong that is always there for me and is like a sister. actually, she is my sister now. She is a confident girl that walks with swag everywhere she…
This is THE nicest thing someone has ever said about me or my family. I love you...
Stayed at Cam's house until 12 am with Stina to...
AND I’M FUCKING SICK. asdl;kaskl;gnsdgkkdjfn ACT tmrw? Nahhh, not the business. But after should be fun, my whole family going to dinner with the Na siblings? BAHAHA this’ll be great. <3
When you lose someone so important to you, what do you do? Honestly, idk. This is something I have no clue on how to handle except cry. It’s like a piece of you is missing and all the light in you just shut down. I find myself just constantly thinking about you and can’t help but continue to think. But, I must accept it as it is and slowly recover.
You're out of my life now...
Now what do I do? There will always be a place in my heart for you, but the fact that you won’t be here for me when I need it just kills me most. Forever scarred is what I am. I love you. <3
Time heals all wounds.
Have you ever wanted all shit to go away? That it’s the end of the world because your boyfriend or girlfriend broke up with you or because you’re in some major drama at school? That nothing would EVER get better? Been there, thought that. Trust me, you need to believe that in time, everything will be okay no matter what. I would cry myself to sleep, I would want to stay home all day...
It sucks when that person has moved on 100% and...
