I hate you for doing this to me. I hate you for everything you turned me into. I hate you for putting me through all the bullshit. I hate you for lying to me and making me feel like shit. I hate you for tearing me apart and breaking my heart. You’re the reason why I’m ruining all my relationships with people because you turned me into an insecure, heartless, selfish, jealous person. It’s because of you I can’t even accept myself for who I am anymore. It’s because of you that I’m constantly crying out of desperation for happiness and for inner strength. It’s because of you I lost my happiness and security. It’s because of you that my first year of college was ruined. The sad part is, I still feel like everything is my fault.